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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: The Phoenix Reborn by Crown The Empire
  • Reading: The Complete Works of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
  • Watching: About A Boy (TV Show)
  • Playing: Red Dead Redemption (was the last game I played)
  • Eating: Lasagna & Mini Cheeseburgers
  • Drinking: Strawberry Banana Smoothie
I saw other people doing this so I thought I might join in. I actually wrote this a week ago but decided I'd wait to post it, then lost the file then found it then got it on here. It took me almost an hour. And I saved it SO I WOULDN'T LOSE IT. Like, How does this happen. No question mark, Just how. ANYWAY, WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, OUR (my) FEATURE PRESENTATION:

I had just started 7th grade. There was a girl I knew that I constantly talked to on Yahoo, and she'd often send me art she'd drawn. ASDF long story short she was freaking amazing at it. And one day she convinced me that I should make an acount here and watch her. The End. No but really I'd been finding art on here for a while before then and I was using it on forums and stuff for my signatures and whatnot cause I spent like 90% of my time at home on forums or playing video games. BUT ANYWAY. I was 12 then. Now I'm almost 18. Oh how time flies. But anyway. I used that account for maybe a year then forgot about it as time passed. Throughout 10th grade and before that, in 9th, I had a girlfriend who also used dA all the time, she never tried to get me on but I'm sure she would have liked it if I did, but in the beginning of 11th grade (I was 16 then) and after she and I had split (for the first time) I decided to look back into it because my best friend at the time was very active, posting his stories and such and I thought that I might try getting in on that too (and wanting to bridge the gap between her and I, though it didn't much help, I don't think, though we did get back together half a year later only to split a few months later for the last time; I think I might be getting too personal/detailed on that). so I checked out my old account and, being unhappy with the name and a lot of things I set up wrong, started the one you're seeing this on and have been coming off and on ever since, posting short stories and my terrible, terrible art much more than I ever did before. So now after 5 or 6 years, this is my story. Thank you. Now you may move on with your day, after you read these following messages.

Happy Birthday deviantART I guess. I mean, you're kind of not a living breathing thing but you are a community of like-minded people so I guess it's okay to celebrate your birthday.

Speaking of Birthdays, mine is in like 2 days now so yay me
and and whatcha gonna get me guys huh huh

AND NOW I SHOULD BE GETTING TO BED TO HAVE MY EYES CHECKED IN THE MORN. Oh and remind me to work on my book and play Halo 2, thanks.

Per/Javelintarget

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Javelintarget
Per
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
I'm an 18 year old Author and Artist/Photographer/whatever from Washington State. I will make updates whenever the hell I feel like.

Most of all, I'm a writer; I won't post ALL my work on here, for fear that it may get stolen or whatnot and I want to release it as a book. (for my Senior Project at my school)

I like to draw random stuff, and most of it will be unlikely to end up here.

I don't take a lot of pictures, and when I do, it's likely I'm with my Mom, because we tend to see amazing picture opportunities when we're together. Probably because we travel to places that are less city than landscape and trees and amazingness.

I'm also a singer and a "screamer", practicing on the daily to someday join a band (preferably post-hardcore, metalcore, post-grunge or hard rock, even acoustic rock and maybe pop rock would be okay) and I'm "learning" to play guitar, though I rarely practice, as much as I should do it every day, but you can't tell that from my non-existent picture. I also have been attempting my vocal chords at rapping over the past couple years and it's working out slowly. I need to get better at the rhyming of words. I'm actually really not good at poetry. But I try anyway.

I play a lot of games, though not as much as I used to and I also happen to sort of design my own, though I haven't worked on it much for the last couple years. I read a lot, I watch a lot of movies, I watch a lot of TV Shows (not the stupid reality shit though, good shows with meat to them), and I listen to A LOT of music (just check out my last.fm account [under the same name], I mean, jeezus, and that's not even HALF of it since it hasn't recorded anything for about 2 years.)

I also have a YouTube that I post nothing on, just watch a lot of videos and make a lot of comments and I recently made a Vine with 3 videos, Snapchat, Twitter... Honestly, you name it, I might have an account. Except instagram. Nooope. But if you wanna contact me in other formats that aren't dA, ask about those.

Oh, and I really like girls. :meow:
Current Relationship Status; Confused :no:

Anyway, I most certainly appreciate every :+devwatch:, :+fav:, comment and whatever else. So thanks if you do! :D
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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: The Phoenix Reborn by Crown The Empire
  • Reading: The Complete Works of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
  • Watching: About A Boy (TV Show)
  • Playing: Red Dead Redemption (was the last game I played)
  • Eating: Lasagna & Mini Cheeseburgers
  • Drinking: Strawberry Banana Smoothie
I saw other people doing this so I thought I might join in. I actually wrote this a week ago but decided I'd wait to post it, then lost the file then found it then got it on here. It took me almost an hour. And I saved it SO I WOULDN'T LOSE IT. Like, How does this happen. No question mark, Just how. ANYWAY, WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, OUR (my) FEATURE PRESENTATION:

I had just started 7th grade. There was a girl I knew that I constantly talked to on Yahoo, and she'd often send me art she'd drawn. ASDF long story short she was freaking amazing at it. And one day she convinced me that I should make an acount here and watch her. The End. No but really I'd been finding art on here for a while before then and I was using it on forums and stuff for my signatures and whatnot cause I spent like 90% of my time at home on forums or playing video games. BUT ANYWAY. I was 12 then. Now I'm almost 18. Oh how time flies. But anyway. I used that account for maybe a year then forgot about it as time passed. Throughout 10th grade and before that, in 9th, I had a girlfriend who also used dA all the time, she never tried to get me on but I'm sure she would have liked it if I did, but in the beginning of 11th grade (I was 16 then) and after she and I had split (for the first time) I decided to look back into it because my best friend at the time was very active, posting his stories and such and I thought that I might try getting in on that too (and wanting to bridge the gap between her and I, though it didn't much help, I don't think, though we did get back together half a year later only to split a few months later for the last time; I think I might be getting too personal/detailed on that). so I checked out my old account and, being unhappy with the name and a lot of things I set up wrong, started the one you're seeing this on and have been coming off and on ever since, posting short stories and my terrible, terrible art much more than I ever did before. So now after 5 or 6 years, this is my story. Thank you. Now you may move on with your day, after you read these following messages.

Happy Birthday deviantART I guess. I mean, you're kind of not a living breathing thing but you are a community of like-minded people so I guess it's okay to celebrate your birthday.

Speaking of Birthdays, mine is in like 2 days now so yay me
and and whatcha gonna get me guys huh huh

AND NOW I SHOULD BE GETTING TO BED TO HAVE MY EYES CHECKED IN THE MORN. Oh and remind me to work on my book and play Halo 2, thanks.

Per/Javelintarget
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: not in the mood
  • Reading: The Complete Works of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
  • Watching: Family Guy
  • Playing: ???
  • Eating: BLT
  • Drinking: 7Up Punch Lemonade
I ask if we can clean up the house. He gets angry.
I ask if I can use something he's not using and probably never will use. He gets angry.
I do all this work outside for him, but neglect some of my chores for a set of 2 weeks. He gets angry.
I try to get things done in thew house. He gets angry. I ask him if he can let me off on simply washing the dishes that my friends and I have used in the kitchen sink or look into why the water tastes, smells and feels nasty, he asks me if I would like to switch jobs with him when I only have to wash dishes occasionally, and gives me reasons why he won't check the sink, and ultimately, he gets angry.
I ask him if we can work on the fridge and the freezer to empty them and make room so I have space in specific areas for my things and so that I can find things that I'd want to use, he gets angry, and also never seems to have time to when he DOESN'T get angry, even though I could do it fine myself, but he won't let me.
HALF THE THINGS IN THOSE 3 PLACES (2 freezers and a fridge) ARE UNSAFE TO EAT ANYWAY! But he gets angry when I say that.
I ask him if we can clean out the closets, he tells me that I should take out the recycle to help with that. THAT DOESN'T FUCKING DO ANYTHING. IT'LL GET FULL AND I'LL HAVE TO TAKE IT OUT AGAIN. 
I ask him if we can get projects done; he says we'll do them soon, and several of them aren't done 2 or 3 or 4 or 5 years later.
He angrily tells me that he "just cleaned the kitchen yesterday" when the kitchen hasn't been clean and organized and tidy since I was 9. It feels smaller than it actually is.
He angrily tells me that he "just cleaned the bathroom mirror yesterday" when it's going to get dirty being right in front of the sink.
He spends every weekend working in the yard when the house is uncomfortable to be in and needs to be sorted through and half of it thrown out, which he'd get angry if I did it on my own and even if I could, there's no room in the house to even do that.
The house gets too hot in the summer and too cold in the winter because there is no insulation. He doesn't have time to work on that.
He wants me to vacuum and sweep once a week when it's practically pointless with the house the way it is.

I get treated as though I never do anything all the time, and it hurts. I don't get any appreciation for the things I am doing, which is a lot more than he acts like it is.

90% of the time I want to leave, but if I did, I'd have no idea where to go, I'd be broke and probably homeless, and he wouldn't help me I'm sure. I'd be fucked, really.

So, I have practically no comfort at home and I have no comfort anywhere else. My room is probably the only place I have any slight comfort and even there it's not great because I still have no door and I can't put it in myself and he never has the time.

It's also very hard to get anything done on the internet at a reliable speed. I've asked and asked if we can change it but he tells me I have to pay if we do BUT, he overpays in the first place for the shittiest possible internet in our area. We could get much better internet and phone service for $40 less. But he doesn't want to talk about it. Just like the fridge and the sink and the trucks ruining the lawn by sitting on it and the house and. and. and. and. 

I.E. My dad's an ass, and he doesn't make sense half the time, to pretty much anyone. The only projects I can get done are practically meaningless, cleaning up the gardens and hopefully putting a shelf in my room for my monitor so I'm a bit more comfortable. I've pretty much given up on switching rooms because it's never going to happen. It's all so frustrating. He's a really hard person to live with and I'm beginning to understand why my mom is glad she doesn't live here.

Sorry, had to rant and get it all out. I'm just so sick and tired of this bullshit. 
Thanks for reading, I guess. Have a good day, and I hope nobody else has to deal with shit like this.
Per/Javelintarget
Sleeping With Sirens - Iris by Javelintarget
Sleeping With Sirens - Iris
As with the last one, I was tired at looking at the album with no art, so I made my own. Found a picture of an Iris, took a Sleeping with Sirens logo and put the right font for the title. Use it if you want. 
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Tyler Carter - Mirrors (Re-Imagined) by Javelintarget
Tyler Carter - Mirrors (Re-Imagined)
I was getting tired of seeing no album art on this song in my iTunes so I decided to capture a bit of the video for it and edit it up into album art and this is what I came up with. Had to lessen the blur on it then add text, took me a while to find the right fonts but I like the way it turned out. I'm putting it up here for anyone else to use it if they want to in their own iTunes (provided they have the song, obviously.) I also have a bit of a darker version of it, I might add it but I like this one best.
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GregorKerle Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thank You kindly for :+fav::wave:
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Javelintarget Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Absolutely! My pleasure.
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videogamemaniac001 Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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Javelintarget Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
My pleasure! Looked really amazing. Sorry it's taken so long to get back to you.
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videogamemaniac001 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2014  Student General Artist
Oh! No worries!! Thanks :3
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Javelintarget Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the reassurance there! :meow: Hoped no one was worried XD And welcome!!
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Javelintarget Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're very welcome, sir! It was a powerful tale you wrote, and it really helped me understand how life is in that situation.
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KreepingSpawn Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Glad I got the gears turning for you.  ;) 
That's always my main goal with this kind of writing: getting my readers thinking about the issues.
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MiMagpie Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fave!
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