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2 in 2 days, wow. Amazing.
I don't even know what to say anymore, it was all in my head and now it's just gone. I even had something I was going to ask someone about. BUT I FORGOT AND I CAN'T REMEMBER WHY I THOUGHT OF IT. Which would help me remember. But I got home and started screaming, like metal screaming and then I went into my room and started listening to Beartooth. AND FORGOT.
I mean, Katie just happened to decide she was going to bring me Kingdom Heart II. To keep. Forever. And then stole me from home to hang out with Jesse. Then left Jesse and went to her house. Lots of Skyrim. Knowing full well she might read this; well it's not like I was thinking anything. I couldn't focus on anything XD I was being all awkward but I was talking to her and they fed me burgers. I mean I did think about how accepting of me her family has always been. Even though we've dated 2wice and broken up 2wice and keep having fall-ins and outs. I don't get it.
But just being around her after all that, what am I doing to myself? Not sure if it's healthy for me.
I should probably mow the lawn a bit and wash Dad's truck soon. BUT I WANT TO REMEMBER THAT DAMN THING I WAS GOING TO ASK. Was it about food? Was it a bout school? Was it about Graduation? Was it about Music? Was it about anything else? Was it about video games? WHAT THE HELL WAS IT ABOUT? Holy hot damn. I wrote most of this over an hour ago. Shizznit. Well I give up//
here,
Per/Javelintarget
I don't even know what to say anymore, it was all in my head and now it's just gone. I even had something I was going to ask someone about. BUT I FORGOT AND I CAN'T REMEMBER WHY I THOUGHT OF IT. Which would help me remember. But I got home and started screaming, like metal screaming and then I went into my room and started listening to Beartooth. AND FORGOT.
I mean, Katie just happened to decide she was going to bring me Kingdom Heart II. To keep. Forever. And then stole me from home to hang out with Jesse. Then left Jesse and went to her house. Lots of Skyrim. Knowing full well she might read this; well it's not like I was thinking anything. I couldn't focus on anything XD I was being all awkward but I was talking to her and they fed me burgers. I mean I did think about how accepting of me her family has always been. Even though we've dated 2wice and broken up 2wice and keep having fall-ins and outs. I don't get it.
But just being around her after all that, what am I doing to myself? Not sure if it's healthy for me.
I should probably mow the lawn a bit and wash Dad's truck soon. BUT I WANT TO REMEMBER THAT DAMN THING I WAS GOING TO ASK. Was it about food? Was it a bout school? Was it about Graduation? Was it about Music? Was it about anything else? Was it about video games? WHAT THE HELL WAS IT ABOUT? Holy hot damn. I wrote most of this over an hour ago. Shizznit. Well I give up//
here,
Per/Javelintarget
My deviantART story
I saw other people doing this so I thought I might join in. I actually wrote this a week ago but decided I'd wait to post it, then lost the file then found it then got it on here. It took me almost an hour. And I saved it SO I WOULDN'T LOSE IT. Like, How does this happen. No question mark, Just how. ANYWAY, WITHOUT FURTHER ADO, OUR (my) FEATURE PRESENTATION:
I had just started 7th grade. There was a girl I knew that I constantly talked to on Yahoo, and she'd often send me art she'd drawn. ASDF long story short she was freaking amazing at it. And one day she convinced me that I should make an acount here and watch her. The End. No but really
Frustrating Family Functions
I ask if we can clean up the house. He gets angry.
I ask if I can use something he's not using and probably never will use. He gets angry.
I do all this work outside for him, but neglect some of my chores for a set of 2 weeks. He gets angry.
I try to get things done in thew house. He gets angry. I ask him if he can let me off on simply washing the dishes that my friends and I have used in the kitchen sink or look into why the water tastes, smells and feels nasty, he asks me if I would like to switch jobs with him when I only have to wash dishes occasionally, and gives me reasons why he won't check the sink, and ultimately, he gets angry
Defeated and Destroyed
I just finished reading Allegiant and it has to be the most emotionally destructive book I've ever read (well, Oblivion by Anthony Horowitz kind of is too, but that's a bit different). I left a few tears on the last bunch of pages. That's good writing. Actually, the whole Divergent series is a real tear-jerker. Plot twists at every corner. Definitely worth the read, just... be forewarned... it's easy to cry on and over.
Despite its similarities to the Hunger Games, it's actually a much better series in my honest opinion. And the last book ended a lot better, didn't seem rushed. And while Mockingjay should've been emotionally destructive, it
Look Up, Conform Only to Blue Skies Ahead
A lot has happened since my last entry. Twice I almost went to court. Twice I stopped talking to my ex for extended periods of time, once I was dumped. 3 times, I went to concerts, 3 times I went to the Opera. My internet life has dwindled and my real life has sort of dwindled too. I lost contact with one of my best friends and I miss him dearly. I got lost in the world, and found another path again. I bought a billion cds. Well not that many but, you get the idea. I made some new friends that are pretty good.
I don't remember alot of what happened in February (or for that matter, the rest of January), but there are a few things that stand o
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